Our team awoke today early as usual. But I on the other hand was woken up even earlier then the rest by Grace who forced me to protect her by accompanying her this morning on a run. Since Grace also needs more time to get ready since she is a girl, I had to much time between the time I returned and breakfast. Not enough time to go back to sleep, but to much time to sit in a calm, quiet, boring, sleeping household. After breakfast and devotion led by Stephanie we boarded our bus and headed to a new school to give their morning devotions. I sometimes feel like a rock star because we travel to a new school every morning, and kids swarm our nice bus as we enter the parking lot. Kids bang on the windows as the bus comes to a stop, and as soon as our feet hit the pavement kids just want to touch you. It is also funny that each school we have been to has been bigger than the one the day before. Anyways, like always, we did well to put it modestly. But to be honest.... we dominated.
Next we were off to our second day at Blossoms Gardens Orphanage. No chores were needed again today, only to play with the children so that the ladies working there could now spend their time dedicated to helping elsewhere. Though after seeing them throughout the day, it seemed as if we were just giving them a break instead because their new free time was not used to provide any special attention or work for the children. We play with all the children on a gated porch that is connected to a big room where it seems a majority of the children sleep due to the rows of beds and cradles. In the back of the room against a dark wall are four cribs that seems to be set apart from the rest of the room. As the course of the day went on different team members curiosity led them to the back of the room to those cribs to encounter kids we have never had to see before. Kids we have never even imagined existed in this kind of condition. Kids so heart wrenching for our teammates from the pain they were in, that the image of their faces and moans of their breathing will never be forgotten. One child was brand new, around 5 years old we are guessing (since he has no identification papers), laid in his cradle so starved that he looked like a corpse. I hate to refer to it like that, but that is literally how bad it was. Another child laid crippled from God knows what just struggling for air. Each breath this child took looked so painful that you had to look away every so often. The worst part about the siuation is nothing can be done for these children. Money is not available to help provide treatement, and care is only offered by maids who only do as much as they can for what they are paid. Yet we still did our best by doing all that we could which was just LOVE. Love ALL the children. Another interesting thing that happened was when we were returning from lunch, three ladies tried to come in with us when the gate was unlocked. we didn't think anything of it until a staff member ran out from the building telling them they were not allowed on the property. From their conversation we came to realize that one of them was a mother to a child in the orpahanage. The ladies waited outside still after being locked out and told to leave. I was shocked by the situation. It's not a everyday thing to see someone telling a mother that she is not allowed to see her child. You wonder what kind of cruelty took place in order for someone to take her own offspring away from her.
After we left the orphanage, we all took a relaxing swim which was encouraged by the sun being out. :)
Tonight we went back in town to talk with people and hopefully visit with the friends we made last night. Michael and Rocky were again extremely friendly and open about their lives and very happy to share with us. Yet me, Grace, Jenn, and Sami unfortunetly had encounter a intoxicated Joshua down the road who only wanted to argue and eventually turn dissrespectful. Not such a good way to end the night. But I keep telling myself that I came here not for a easy vacation, but for a hard, eye opening experience that I will take with me forever.
Tomorrow we are are all nervous for Westhaven.
Mom, hi. I'd appreciate if my brother would show some love and ask if he got my happy birthday message I sent him. Also, I would really like you to teach grandpa this blog thing because I could really use some of his wise words to help me out here. Thanks.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
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JEN! I'M FIRST! YAY
Very wise sam, you're right you didn't go for an easy vacation. As a very wise man once told me that bible isn't disneyland and neither is the christian life. But, the hard roads always seem to be the most rewarding. Hang in there man. Look to God for the answers and keep open eyes and an open heart for his answers!
jen...after the excitement of being first, i read the blog entry and now i'm in sort of a different mood. hearing about those poor kids in the cribs is just heart-wrenching, but i know that your strength and love will help you through those experiences. please hug and kiss all of those kids for me and know that i am thinking about you and i am so proud of you for all that you are doing for these people. you are so blessed to be able to experience something like this, but i think that the kids and people you are coming in contact with are even more blessed to have such a wonderful girl like you around! stay strong and know that you are always in my thoughts. i love you so much! i hope your next days are full of sunshine and smiles! love you, rachel
Kristin, all I can say is wow...I can't even imagine how hard it must have been to see those kids like that. Or for that matter what it would be like to live that way. Although you and your team may have felt helpless at that moment, your not. God put them in front of you for a reason, and I'm sure you all brought something in their life that they were lacking, and that's love. It may or may not have seem like much to you, but I'm sure it was a big deal to them. Well take care, and good luck tomorrow. As always I'll be praying for you and your team, and an extra prayer for those kids.
Hi Jamaican Team.
You are all Super Rock Stars to these little ones. You have come to give them special attention, love and care. Most of them have probably never felt this kind of caring in their life. You ought to be proud that God chose you to be the light in their life. God has blessed you in return to receive the Love back from them. And that must be an awsome feeling.
I know that it is sad for you but have faith that families will come and rescue them to give them a beautiful home.
God wants us to identify with the needy. Those who open their eyes to poor people will truly be blessed back. Paul promises that God will supply all of our needs, He usually does this through other people. I pray that they look into your eyes that it will bring them comfort, peace and joy, that they will see the LOVE OF GOD in you.
May they know that there are people (Jamican Team) out there that care about them and they are not forgotten.
May God keep your spirits up and give you courage and stength but also give you lessons to learn and to appreciate the gifts that you already have.
I can tell by the blogs when each of you write that a transformation is taking place in your hearts.:)
Take care and have a wonderful day tomorrow with all the kids.
Sami, I am so anxious to hear all your stories. I miss you so much and love you alot. xoxoxxox
G-love, these blogs that I have read are amazing! It sounds like you guys are having a great time as well as doing great work! Early mornings though!! whew! Anyhow, I hope all continues to go well! You and the team are in my thoughts and prayers daily!
In Him,
Bayne
Samual and the rest of the team; it sounds like you had quite a sombering day between the orphanage and pm downtown experiences. There are always going to be the good and bad and I praise your attitudes in looking at it as a life-long rememberence and not an easy vacation. Just keep the thought that 'it's what you put into things that yields the outcome'. Reaching people is hard and the work you are all putting in is acknowledged and commended. There's many of us that couldn't do what you all have done the last 1.5 weeks, surely not to the level you have all done. Thank you for being who you all are and, as always, keep up the great work you're doing. Hang in there and today will be better, much better. With love.
Hey Jen,
Wow that must have been really hard to see. I hope that you are doing okay after seeing that, but i know you will be there to help the other kids who need you just as much. Nothing going on today, but if something happens i will write back later.
Hello Team Jamaica. I am so inspired by all your words and stories. It must be very tough to see all these beautiful children living in such difficult conditions. I'm sure all of you are making an incredible difference in their lives. Jennifer I love you and miss you very much. Stay safe. Love Dad.
Sam, and everybody else, hang in there. I can't imagine the feelings and thoughts after seeing those kids. But God's got you all there for a reason, so just keep loving the kids and planting seeds. You never know what God's got planned and what will come of small seeds you guys may plant. I'm praying for you and all the kids. Just keep trusting God and doing what you can for the kids.
Lots of love,
Joe
Hey guys,
wow that sounds like a pretty intense day. It was hard to just read what sam was writing about--I cant imagine being there and experiencing it first hand. Its really eye-opening when God gives us those moments that come in your face and say "Hey, this is the reality of the world." I know I often forget how things are outside of my APU Christian world. Just the other day I had one such experience a well. And its hard to know what to do. If you guys are like me, you feel completely inadequate and helpless. Well, we are. All we can do is extend the love that we have been given and pray. And then pray more. You may or may not see the fruits of your labor on this trip, but God does. He knows your hearts. He loves you. Trust and take comfort. Keep up the amazing work!!!
God Bless Team Jamaica!...You all are doing amazing work in sharing your love and the gospel with the people of Jamaica...Sam...You are so right this will be an experience you will have with you forever and you will draw upon the memories throughout your life...stay strong and know God is with you all every step of the way...Sami...I can just imagine your heart going out to the children...God gave you a tender and loving heart to share...it is truly a gift and everyone you encounter will know it...miss you...praying for you all daily...Love and Blessings...Mom and Dad Soash
Kristin, I pray that everything at Westhaven goes well today. Sometimes the hardest days are most rewarding. I feel like I always learn the most from hard days.
Sam's descriptions of some of those kids were hard to read, but keep doing your best...and love on them.
:-) a lot...
Kip
Team Jamaica,
To hear your words about the kids tears up our hearts but with you seeing the kids firsthand I can't imgine your emotions. I am sure there are tremendous highs and lows. When I think about the kids swarming you as you enter the school or orphanage that must feel so good. And seeing the kids in the cribs breaks your heart. God is a loving God and he will take care of them all. I love what Sean said when he said to pray hard and then pray some more. God's light shines brightly through you. Jen, I love everything about you. You are a treasure and I am so proud of you. Give the kids an extra hug from me. Hold them tight. I love you TONS, MOM
Thanks for protecting Grace, Sam. Our family would be very stressed out if we knew Grace was going jogging early in the morning in a new country by herself.
The Lord is teaching all of you such valuable lessons about life! Most of all Love, along with Faith and hope are all that endure, and you seem to be displaying an endless supply of all three. Grace, I'm glad you're trying to keep in shape, because I've seen your team practicing out there several times in the past week or so. Angel was saying that she hopes you and she will train together this summer. We love you, and keep up the good work. Mom
Sam - Thanks for the blog. I will contact Ben and tell him to send you messages. I also was at the bank today and told Mitch and Tyler about your trip. I gave Tyler the blogspot address. I called Grandpa and gave him the address but everytime he tried to access it, he got error messages. If you have anyway to email, send him an email to edwardbusch@cs.com. I love and miss you more every day. I don't want your experience there to be over too soon, but I also can't wait to see you again. Be safe and God bless all of you.
whoa it seems like everytime i check these theres already a ton of comments! people must really like you guys... KATIE I MISS YOU!!! like seriously, there are so many times where i want to text you or call you cuz something funny happened, and then i remember that i cant... :( anyyyyways... im definitely reading these everyday and it seems like you guys are having soooo much fun! yay! those kids are adorable. you better not replace josue. cant wait to see you in june!! LOVE YOU, Jenise
I am anxious to hear about your day. I have been praying for you to continue in God's strength!
Love and lots of hugs to Linds,
Mom
Hi Jen,
The blog today was another lesson in reality for us adults to learn from our children and grandchildren.You are the eyes and ears for us,sorry about that. But you are learning at 19 what it took me into my 60's to see first hand in Mexico.I think your family,especially Mom, really miss you.One more week,the memories crammed in your head.Love you so much, GG
sam- thanks for the bday love i def appreciated it. u got to work on that beard and dreads son! anyways it looks like god is working thru u guys and its cool to see. stay strong and stay away from the kaya! haha just kidding. oh yea i washed ur car, it was filthy sitting under that tree too. oh yea, little wayne stunnin like my daddy is legit. pete and slash and everyone else send love too. dominate.- ben
Great blog. Interesting to read your take about these kids I see every weekend.
Kimberly, the girl who had the really laboured breathing died a few weeks ago. I'm relieved for her. It was painful to watch her struggle so. She had been in and out of hospital for as long as I have been volunteering, but apparently there wasn't much that could be done for her apart from give her meds.
Glenardo (the new little boy who looks like he was starved) is still there and yes, is still quite small.
It is a pity they don't get the physical attention or stimulation that they need. I do try to take Glenardo out onto the verandah whenever I go there. But when he's out there on the mattress I have to watch him like a hawk lest one of the kids jump on him or play with him too roughly.
Maybe whenever you guys are next at Blossom Gardens you could put wheels on their cribs so they can be rolled out and enjoy the cool verandah from the safety of their cribs! ;-)
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